I'm one of the luckiest girls in the world

I've never been so head over heels in love with my husband as I am right now. Just writing this brings me to tears. Tom had to do something that went totally against everything he stands for. He did it for us. I couldn't imagine how hard it was for him. Thinking of him doing it makes me want to climb into bed and never come out. It would've been nice if he could've stood up for his principles and reputation but our financial situation and family size didn't allow it. There will be some that don't understand why he agreed to do what he did. But I totally support him and he can still live with himself...that's all that matters. God brings all things for our good. A renewed love and respect for my husband is EXTERMELY good!!

And yes, this has to do with the thing I can't talk about. It is over or is suppose to be. We don't like the outcome but we can live with it. We'll get through the rest of the year and then we'll be in a good position all around. Thanks for your support, thoughts and prayers over these last few months. They are greatly appreciated.

See I'm doubly lucky since I have such great friends who are there for me both IRL (in real life) and online. Who tell me what I need to hear, not what I want to hear. Who can bring me to tears with their caring words and heartfelt prayers. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!